sometimes the words I use to express my journey need some decoding, while this blog likely wont decode me completely...I intend to have it scratch the surface atleast. there are simply points in my life I find hard to say, something about loving, trusting, depending on and/or relying on people makes me an eirie kind of weak in the knees and sick in the pit of my stomach.
welcome to the rantings of a jaded soul far too early in life.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Changes...

Life changes at the flip of a coin,
at the batting of an eyelash,
at the moment when the words reach the end of your tongue
or you find your lips coming into contact with a new smile.

I looked into your eyes so many times,
but now I see no longer those emotions.
I gazed upon your smile and it inspired me,
it is simply the lovely smile of a friend any more.

Moving past you is not something I shall do,
moving with you and through you,
seeing us both grow and change and develope into happiness,
that I shall lovingly do,
just not with you in the ways you may choose.

Sometimes our hearts lead us,
they take us somewhere we did not see coming,
somewhere that was not obvious to our heads.

That smile of his,
the eyes that mezmorize my thoughts,
that is in this moment where I find my bliss.

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